Muffin dog

A beautiful demise

Went to a friend's place and we watched this really beautiful movie. We were sitting by the heater and watched White Oleander on her laptop while sipping some awful wine. It was sour, while the movie was kinda bittersweet.

This friend of mine, she's the artistic type and studies graphical design, and she said that the movie's artsy and different. Thank lord, it wasn't just the hipster type of "different". It's really a beautiful work of art. The environment and characters are all carefully designed and full of beauty. I've never seen a movie that shares my taste for... well everything with me.

While often violent and dark, the movie stays full of dignity and the characters show their beauty even in their tragic fate. I especially liked the female lead. Alison Lohman did a fantastic job portraying her character. She was fragile and gentle, but still deceiving and dangerous, much like the titular flower. She always literally transforms to fit in her current situation. She's kinda the type of woman I try to portrait my female characters like in my works, but with much more inner strength.

A few times prostitution is mentioned in the movie, and I apologized to my friend again for calling her a 90¢ whore a quite some time ago, even it was just a joke.

Her romantic interest is a long haired foster guy, which I also found surprising. The two are perfect partners in crime. He's a bit derp, and her eyebrows change colour in every fucking single scene, but they're still very believable and unique characters. Her mom is a very powerful character, even in the movie. But she's batshit insane, like all mothers are.

In the terms of game development, I've made a few more characters animations that were kinda difficult for me to do, but I don't think there's a way to use them. That's what I get when inspirations strikes at 3 am.

I can has zombie apocalypse? :3 Or a regular one at least? :c

I wanted to go to the book... fair... or book con? I don't know how we say that. A place with a lot of books, big crowds and lots of discounts! :D It's taking place in Belgrade this week. There were a few opportunities for me to go, but none of them could work out. Maybe I'll ask my dad to arrange something with his illegal mafia buddies o_O They travel to Belgrade daily because they have... business to do. Yeah... Very obscure, I know.

On a lighter (?) note I skipped school again. My school life is a never-ending game of hide and seek. Not that I'm complaining. I guess that leads to my uRbAN cXiLd reawakening again, and suppressing my hippie self. I want to travel, with a bus, somewhere far. Like Pripyat </3 But all things aside, I just want to spend a day traveling, anywhere. I don't know what got into me...

Also, I've started writing again! We had a bible study class and I got the idea of God and Metatron being fucked up and h8ers towards humanity. 0r n0t? We're analysing Goethe's Faust, which might have inspired my sanity slippage. The novel has been on a hiatus for... about half a year. It's rather dark (I mean it has puppies drowning in cement), but this is a whole new level of cynicism in my "works".

Must. stop. listening. to. creepy. shit.

You have a very nice lemon.

I want it... I need it... I can't have it.. D:

2 am edit time!
Even though I didn't get any sangria, I went out with a friend and we had this.
The second round was this.
And the main topic of the evening was this.
The motto of my life.

There were some really weird converzations. After getting drunk enough, we started playing make-believe, using the glasses to imitate a prostitute and a john.
John: Lady... You have a very nice... LEMON!
Beside that, she was really curvy and had dem hips. People call her the fluorescent whore.
I should really get some sleep.

vEsElE PiLuLE

While being healthy for quite a while, but had to finish taking all of my medication anyway. OH DEAR GOD WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF?

Press X or C to start your daring escape :3

Skipped school yesterday, went to the rooftops with my friend again, so nothing unusual is happening. And yeah, I recovered from my illness, at least partially.

We went to a different rooftop this time and it was a nice one. Yeah, they're all the same, but the surroundings are different. This building is practically surrounded by trees and some have grown so tall that they make a neat shade at the four story rooftops. We just hanged out in the shade, talked, drank some wine and ate snacks. That is, until we were attacked by bees o.O We tried to hit them with our notebooks, but utterly failed. But in the end, we managed to kill one and stun and chase away two! \m/ But the killer bees eventually won and we had to move to another rooftop.

After a while we had to go home and started to climb down. My friend went first, and I was supposed to give her our school bags after she descends. But she got caught by an old lady. She tried to smooth talk her way out, but it didn't work. Then she just casually walked away, ignoring the old woman. xD

I was forced to make an ninja escape to the next building, evading bees and a couple who tried to fix their TV antenna. Somehow they didn't notice me and I managed to make my way down with two schoolbags full of heavy crap on my back. Never thought I'll manage to fit through the tiny window and climb down the ladder with the two bags. I have no idea how it went unnoticed.

So yeah, my life is pretty much becoming Prison School break o__O

By the way, it is October now, so the guys at GMC will probably post new updates and I'm really looking forward to see what they've been doing this month.