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Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts

Ali malopre je bilo 20 do 7...


U pravu si. Međutim...
Malopre je bio i jul.
Malopre je bila i 2004.

If I had a flower for every time I thought of you... I could walk through my garden forever. ― Alfred Tennyson
Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art.... It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things which give value to survival. ― C.S. Lewis

The innocent and the beautiful have no enemy but time. ― William Butler

I want to get out of here means I want to be innocent. ― Kathy Acker

Soundtracks and comebacks


 
The song that changed everything
And another one


I wish you a merry everything. Christmas, being an adult, listening to old rock songs, being a great human being, the return of your health, simply being home... Whatever marks you as an individual, treat it like a blessing.

 
One for the muse and partner in crime. Keep on rocking, and I'll keep rolling ^^
One for my roomie
One for the cursed one
And one for the Other/Deuxieme/Doppelgänger

Last dinosaur :3


Beautiful morning with you
Tenderness and kindness are not signs of weakness and despair, but manifestations of strength and resolution.
We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery, we need humanity. More than cleverness, we need kindness and gentleness.

Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle.

Those two always remind me of Henry and Eileen. Regardless of that, I love the pic.
Brings back memories...


Remember that everyone you meet is afraid of something, loves something and has lost something.  ~H. Jackson Brown, Jr.
Watermelon. Or like a panda with a mean face. Or like saddles with pressure points drawn on them. Or the smell of a black board eraser. Or a Sunday morning where you wake up and it’s raining.

Yeah, I finally know where Canti is from. And Matt's obsession with guitars as weapons. The worst thing is, I actually can relate to several characters in the series, even thought the plot makes basically no sense. Well, except the hidden symbolic meanings behind everything, it is studio Gainax afterall. But the general weirdness and surreal humor of the series remind me on the comics I drew earlier, and I didn't think of it just as a Widget (WJT - weird japanese thing) series, but it made perfect sense to me... kinda.

One of my fav scenes

And my fav song (one of, cause they're all great :P)

Aside from that, I really want to correct some digital art, but I don't have photoshop in Novi Sad, and the internet won't be that good untill next month :/
Also, I would like to thank Seriyu and jiko for featuring me on Springlessclock. I wish them the best of luck with the site :D

Through sepulchres to Arcadia


Drifting along in a boat that I built myself,
with a cat and a dog and a bird and a Christmas elf
It's been quite a while since I wrote the last post here, so here's a bit of an update. The summer's been beautiful, both the long awaited holiday on the seashore and the time I spent at home. Even then it was mostly trips to the beach and chilling with friends. But I think I liked the holidays in Montenegro at most, as it helped me prepare for college life, and more importantly mended some distance between myself and two persons dear to me. Beside that it was a blast with lots of interesting new faces who live in the town where I'll go to college, so yay :D
I remember mostly ice-creams, insane ferris wheel rides, movie nights, ice coffees running through a lush field of grass and getting soaked when the sprinklers went off, waiters horribly failing to serve a dish in a restaurant and sitting on the rocky shore and watching the waves under the full moon.


Dream of your land, the waves on the sand
Your throne overgrown with wildflowers
Dream of the light casting shadows at night
Gentle raindrops in silver showers

After the summer, I moved to a bit bigger town, found a sweet cozy apartment and it's already more home to me than my actual home ever was. Yeah, I just like it that much.


After moving, I went to a wine fest. It was pretty neat. Free wine, crazy rides, even a blackberry wine called yolo. Alas, poor Yorick yolo.

A toast to the plans we made to live like kings



It's a mean town, but I don't care
Try and steal this
Can't steal happiness :3

Warning - weird lyrics video

I also wanted to post something about some little projects I did, post a few drawings, recommend a few books/games/bands etc and generally and devote it to hobbies and maybe even school, but this post is long enough as it is already.

That's it for the past few months and now. As for the future... Well, I guess JD can explain it better than me.

Every day is Sunday cause the Sun comes dancing down :D



Nothing can keep me away




It's funny how little things can change fate's direction. All the what if scenarios that could have happened... So many things could have gone wrong that day. Not actually wrong, more like they could have headed in a completely different direction. It's a miracle they didn't. It was either destiny or a series of lucky coincidences. Since me and miracles are not on familiar terms, I'll go with a series of fortunate coincidences. The RNG was merciful :D

What were the chances that my bike will be fixed exactly that day? And that the other person, absolutely vital to this situation, was going to be in town because of the holidays? Also, the fact that we managed to meet that day is a bit surprising too. I wasn't in the usual mood for coffee that day, so I rode on my bike out of town. Another strange thing, I usually never have the will to do sports. And the route I took was as strange too, I left the town completely.

Then my bike decided to jam in the middle of nowhere .__. Another (un)happy coincidence? After a while, I somehow managed to repair it (very peculiar too, I'm a clutz when it comes to mechanics and shit like that). I have absolutely no idea what kind of unnatural force made all those things work out, but one thing is for certain...

Whatever it was, an innocent life was saved that day.

Back to the place I once knew


Yay, I'm somehow comprehending the new blogger look.

Anyways, yesterday I spent the little time with my crazy priest friend and his folks. They are a lovely bunch. I was definitely reminded why I associate them with a warm, cozy home, warm colours in general (especially yellow o__O) and why I feel more welcome there then in my own apartment. Let's make our house a home, Lewis :D Oh, Yogscast... x3

The trio from childhood was reunited again, even for a short while. While the crazy priest was packing his stuff and preparing to return to his monastery boarding school, his sis and I made coffee in a microwave. The results were... interesting. Their mom stuffed half of the fridge in his coffers. o.O

A sigurno nećeš ovu šunku? Evo, spakovala sam ti teglu krastavaca pa možeš da jedeš sa tim. A evo ti i jedan majonez, valjda će preživeti put do Cetinja...

She went bonkers with the food. The rest of us were mildly amused by watching her pack tons of food for him. After that, when our priest was finally packed and ready to go, his father gave him a ride to Belgrade. The farewells were really heartwarming. His sister gnawed his ear (something they used to do a lot when they were children) and it was really adorable (although it may not sound as such now :P) His mom went all sentimental and vulnerable while hugging her son. His sister whispered to me "Mom's gonna burst in tears now", but surprisingly, she didn't.

After our crazy priest went away, I played Slagalica with his sister and we rocked \m/ xD That's when I had one of my childhurrrd episodes. Those two always manage to catapult me into flashbacks of idyllic summers, filled with sunny days, running by the riverside and fields of reed or dandelions.

Ian and Matt, thank you for giving me so many things I can relate to ^^


After that, I had coffee with another very dear person (and my future roommate if I'm lucky) and we spent the rest of the afternoon being Brits. Although we had Jafa keks and coffee at 19:30 instead tea and biscuits at 17 o'clock, it didn't matter c: The conclusions we had: Indians are hardcore batshit insane, men are insecure idiots, and most of our friends who are in a committed relationship are retards because of the way they ruin their relationships. And living in Serbia is great :D All in all, we had lots of fun.

Stay classy, bitches~ c:

The night somehow led me into a seedy bar, and even though I went there only 3 times, I already know all the songs x_X There were interesting (if not dangerously disturbed) persons, and we all shared fucked up stories, cigarettes and alcohol, but it wasn't really a great evening. I mean, it was all fun and games, (Magma is all fun and games, but then someone falls in and then it becomes !!FUN!! and ☼games☼ Kudos if someone gets this :P) but not nearly as much as when hanging out with my dear derps xD

I have... really no idea how to explain this...

Saaaave the niiiiight ♪ ♫ x3


Waltz of the spirits
Last night was rather peculiar, to say the least. When I left home, I couldn't even imagine that it will end the way it did.

So, after a nasty quarrel with my father, I went out downtown in a hurry. Quickly grabbed my wallet and a warm jacket as the night was cold. My only quest for the friday night fever was to simply have some dinner. I was contemplating about going to the lake, because a friend with the nickname Necrophilia invited me there to chill with his group. But seriously, I didn't dare to hang out with someone called Necrophilia :P

So, I ventured forth in hopes of simply buying dinner and thought how horribly sucky the weekend started. Luckily, then things turned for the better. I bumped into an old childhood friend. She was returning from a party that was obviously a disaster. One of her friends drank too much and caused a scene. After sending them in a taxi, she decided it was best to leave.

I offered her to walk her home (although she lives practically a few meters away from me) and she told me the summary of her evening - jerks and whores. Not that I'm actually surprised, seen plenty of both while walking through the city.

The walk home was surprisingly short, and I even managed to eat my sandwich halfway. (Meet me halfway, right with your sandwich ♫ ♪ o.o Oh god, hanging out with fancy people and listening their music is starting to leave marks and scars on my already fragile psyche o__O Note to self: needs moar cowbell metalheads ). After walking to her apartment building, she suddenly stopped and I recognized that sly, devilish smirk that she had on her face when we were up to something bad as kids. Then she asked very nonchalantly "Wanna go to the rooftops?"

Yaaaay, rooftops! ^^ We went upstairs, she grabbed some warmer clothes and some snacks and candy from her home. Her folks were apparently still out, but they usually don't stay out long, so we couldn't hang there for long.

After some complications with getting up on the roofs (closed/locked/rusted shut windows everywhere :c), we finally found a building that's fucking perfect. Even checked the upper balconies, all lights were out fuckyeah! :Đ Although I felt like a burglar a bit then ^^'

Back in business ^^
The rooftops were magnificent, as always. It was a bit chilly, but nothing too bad if one takes shelter from the wind. Boreas was somewhat merciful that night (Greek mythology references, can I be a bigger nerd? x3)

Time passed quickly as we were speaking about all the shit we did when we were kids, but mostly about raising and nurturing a puppy we found lying on the stairs in front of Vrapčica's brother's apartment building. I remember how we weren't sure what that is, and the girl I was with the last night cracked out that the puppy looked like a plastic bag to her. o__O

We gave some ham to the puppy, and it followed me to my home. The morning after, I was going out to play with the other kids, and was very pleasantly surprised to find it sleeping on the rug in front of the entrance. We fetched it some food, played with her all day and were very creative with giving her a name. We christened her Mala Crna (roughly translated Little Black, or Little Blackie. Yeah, we were amazingly creative :P Also guess which colour her fur was.)

Puppyyyy x3


Our parents cooked for the poor thing, gave her some medicine against germs and things like that. Under some lucky (at least for us) circumstances, a little shop was closed and left for dead nearby. There was a way to get in by crawling through a hole in the fence, just enough for a kid to fit in. The puppy also had no problems getting through. Nobody from our group was allowed to have a dog, so we made her a home in the abandoned shop. We also stole tons of ice-cream that wasn't carried away from the shop's fridge :P

Okay, random nostalgia flashbacks end here. Got carried away. Anyway, we were talking mostly about that. Then we noticed something very unusual. Tons of colours scattered across the sky. It looked pretty much like someone spilled liquid light all across the galaxy. We quickly stood up and approach the edge without much fear. We were too excited for that.

- Is this... the Aurora?
- It can't be... That occurs only in the north, right?
- Yeah, but what is this?
- Maybe it's smoke?
- Maybe it's a plastic bag too :P

I don't need neither drugs nor dreams. My reality is weird enough.


If looks could kill I would have dropped dead at the spot xD Actually, we still have no idea what we saw. It was so otherworldly, almost magical. A trail of light was literally flowing across the sky, changing shapes and colours. It was mostly golden/orange while lower, and more silvery blue when higher. We discussed if it could be a really strange cloud, but then it sunk so low and engulfed the buildings. We were speechless.

Then it suddenly started getting closer. There is a village to the south I think (I was never good with orientation), Ečka. In between is a tower/really big chimney of a factory. At first we though that's the source of the beautiful trail, but then the curious apparition engulfed the tower and headed towards us. We were startled as we didn't know the nature of the smoke or whatever it might be. Then it turned towards Mužlja when it was about 3-4 streets away from us. Svi putevi vode u Mužlju :P


Then my friend noticed that the trail of light  forms a ring around the city. Maybe it's actually some sort of fog and it's everywhere across the city, but we can't see it while it's so close to us? I still have no clue. It seems we have some sort of northern lights here, but only... on the Balkans... o.O

Capturing a picture of it failed miserably (crappy phone cameras :c) and it disappeared later. I hope the strange light phenomenon will return again soon, and I'll try to catch it again.

The rest of the evening we were just talking about what we just experienced and wondering what the fuck it was. The snacks and gummy-candy weren't bad at all either x3

St blargh


Oh dear lord it moves o__O
Celebrated saint Patric's day a tad too early, even if it wasn't my intention. Have a good one.


Riding a Black Unicorn Down the Side of an Erupting Volcano While Drinking from a Chalice Filled with the Laughter of Small Children :Đ


Friday!

Just a quick resume of my current state(s) of mind. It was mainly rocking out to the bad boys of Boston (poor Steven Tyler, I shouldn't sing duets with anyone, especially him) Besides that, I've also been singing along like an idiot with Voltaire's silly death, death, devil, devil, devil, devil, evil, evil, evil, evil songs. :Đ

I'm just kidding, kid,
Welcome to hell,
enjoy the buffet!

Quite a nice welcome, if you disregard the pitchfork in the schlong.


And it's so easy when you're evil :Đ
Beside that, I've been reading OMGINTERNETNOVELZ a.k.a. teen crap, just for shit and giggles. Fiction A la My Immortal. Although this isn't fanfiction, nor does it have originalcharactersdon'tsteal, but is actually rather low on the narmy scale. Surprisingly low... It isn't horribly cheesy, and some of them even have a decent storyline.



Detox'd?
I've been doing a little research and writing an... essay...? I'm not even sure how to call it... Anyway, it's about  patients and (started with the over-the-counter type of medication, kinda went crazy after that) drug abuse, mainly anything regarding Benzodiazepine and Oxy. It's unusual for me to spent so much time and energy in a research that involves legal shit like laws, state defenders, institutions and similar things. But I'm no stranger to medical research on the other hand.

Instead of working on actual shit I need to do for school, I end up working on this bizarre topics that won't have any positive impact on my grades or life. My grades are actually pretty good at this moment (except for biology, oh irony), but I didn't see much of school. I'll get my diploma handed in a café if I continue like this o.O That would be so awesome...

Well, it's actually questionable how many people I'll get to read an essay about drug abuse, and I know it. L'art pour l'art, I guess?

The human student cancels sleep: Strange mood.
The human student withdraws from society...
The human student cancels write: Too insane.

 +3 cookies if anyone gets this. Well, pretty much working with the aspect of a fey. Perhaps I even managed to scar my mother emotionally, since she's been very helpful answering my... peculiar questions. That poor woman.

This post is a mess. No surprise... Only four hours of sleep, and it's already very late. No wonder that my IQ is pretty much this...

This meme was born from an old Serbian movie! This is pretty much the only moment in my life that I'm proud because I'm from Serbia. Ok, I'll shut up now.
And btw I've discovered a cure, the panacea, for bad days.

Good night ladies and gentlemen


Did have
Wants to have
Laku noć, dame i gospodo. Eto, i ova predstava je završena. Nadam se da ste uživali u njoj. Bilo je zadovoljstvo glupirati se za vas sve ove godine. Nadam se da ćemo se ponovo sresti u nekom drugom gradu, na nekoj drugoj predstavi, u nekom drugom cirkusu...

Unholy alliance


An unlikely ally
Today I realized that I've found and made an unique and very interesting co-fighter. She's been sticking around for a while, and we were always on good terms, (the first time we spent time together we made way too much toasts and got drunk together, we're bound for life now :P) but now we became quite closer.

She's pretty much my polar opposite - bold, very comfortable and skillful in social situations and crowds, confident and active. Pretty much a valley girl with a heart of gold. She's very good with the opposite sex (although gives the cold shoulder very often), and became somewhat like my wingman... woman... um... person!

The only traits we share is being snarky, an irresponsible mess and we both spent most of our schooldays in cafés. Oh, and we're both a magnet for weirdos and psychopaths with sharp objects :D

We have much to learn from each other. She's showing me how to be more confident, defiant and a bit more reckless, while I'm teaching her how to avoid all the unwanted attention she gets by showing her the advantages of stealth, stoicism and calmness.

I'm interested to see what the results will be.

Listening to this song on repeat so much can't be good x3 Must... stop... should... sleep...

Restoration of Erathia


On a train with a coyote ghost
Oh god I feel like a child again. In a good way. In the best possible way ever. Well the last few days I pretty much gathered people from my youth and forced them to play Heroes of Might and Magic 3 with me :P And it was awesome! It's all coming back to me now...
It's not like I've never player Heroes before, but after playing it and catching up with a childhood friend memories started flooding me. We ended up talking for hours about our (mis)adventures we had as kids. We counted so many things...

Running away from dogs while armed only with an umbrella, jumping down from train rails and jumping over dead corpses that were laying around (o__O it's actually creepier now that I look back) chasing white rabbits on our bikes, simply wandering off out of town, seeking cover together from a storm while carrying a poor puppy under one jacket, playing in a field of dandelions, searching for "gems" on a construction site, taking a nap on the hottest part of a summer day in a random crater outside town (we thought it was an archeological site x3), encounter with strange old ladies that gathered herbs and saving the world from necromancers (naturally :D)

Dear lord, what haven't we done? All the silly little things, like my jacket that mysteriously spawned 50 dinars in it's pockets (that was actually quite enough for a kid before the inflation) every day, the field of four-leafed clovers (and we actually found a few five, even six-leafed ones too!) under my friend's balcony are the past now. It's a shame they all scattered around the world and our little group parted ways. I'm actually feeling somewhat guilty that I'm on good terms with the ones that moved away, but have neglected and grown distant with the girl that still lives practically next door. Thankfully, we finally started fixing that.


Lololo hurr durr c:

Nostalgia - lyrics
Moar nostalgia - lyrics

Viva la coffee and nostalgia intoxication ^^

Novi Sad + New Year's Eve preparations


Enter: Casablanca
Enjoy the retroness
Vrapčica's coffee
My coffee
New weapon of choice :D
The cathedral. As one can see the weather wasn't nice at all that day :c
Detail at the entrance.
The cathedral being a camwhore
Myspace angle shot? o__O
Neke ribe :Đ Inside the cathedral
Stalker shot. The weather is still a bitch.
Dva džibera :Đ
Fangirling at a game store
Katarina troruka boginja :Đ
Cheesecake + coffee = perfect to replenish all strength
Cheesecake camwhoring ^^
Moar coffee, moar cheesecake. Moje neradničke šake x3
Till death noms us appart
Cocktails at a shady bar, "Frida"
Svetleći džiber
Svetleći džiber u svojoj finalnoj formi
The return to Casablanca
Kali šaka? o.O
Raspad sistema
Vrapčica drinking a much needed mana potion x3
Duckface.jpg
Osim toga Kali na majici :Đ
Mysterious light behind her x3
Being silly with the le gasp~/oops, I did it again~ face
I think I said something which caused the spark of fear in her eyes x)
Dat expression xD
Sangria duckface shots, later at New Year's Ewe
I'll do the sujbect a favor and stop posting these now x3
Noms in the making
Some noms I made for the New Year's Eve, final version. If/when I fail at school and everything, I can at least be a housekeeper xD

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